Im definitely not a cut for those humanities stuff, be it since social studies, history, now economics stuff!!!! I definitely suck at that, worse than anything. I cannot argue, cos i really hate to find evidence to support what i want to say. I dont like to prove something. And i dont liek to differciate whether is true or false. IT get frustrating where you cant get something you want. Since Fecon i can tell that i definitely cannot make me for those economics type of stuff, my dislike of it is since i dont know when ( way before sec school) I NEVER LIKE ECONOMICS STUFF.
And now, Fxmm is killing the hell out of me. need to prove that china manipluating currency how does it affect etc etc. I repeat, I DONT LIKE TO FIND EVIDENCE OR PROVE OF WHAT PEOPLE SAY. Im not a cut for economics stuff, i definitely cannot be an economist next time. Whats more, nothing is this world is actually factual, with the world so twisted and corrupted by politics, you can never know what is the truth. Of all you know, China may be the poor victim in this whole US-accuse-China-manipluate-curreny thing. Maybe its US manipluating the currency instead of US or wahtever it can be. For all i know, it has affected my life in a wrong way. And i feel like saying, I dont really care.
Im frustrated. Very frustrated.
Ok, before i continue marketing, i should probably blog something. Thumbdrive is found. I thought i lost my life yesterday. ( Yes, i can die without my thumbdrive, i told some people at a certain point it is more important then my life.) But gladly i found it, thanks to the very nice lecturer whom i happen to met today, Thanks!! Although i dont know who you are. Never see his face before. And thanks for those who helped me and did whatever they can. :)
Beside that, just wanna blog something been wanting too long ago but didnt do it, hahah. I always tell peopel that i look different from the past. ( ok lah, some of my friends more drastic but for me hmm.....) Look like a total idiot in the past. And one more thing to show how different i am,
THis was me 3 years ago....
This is me now... ( at least a few months back)
I shall be normal for once, and update in proper. even though my life pretty kinda suck right now. But you know, so as to say im kinda juggling four projects at the same time. I need a break, because im currently stuck and nothing get into my head. WHich means, nothing is translated into my report. This is a very bad thing. i ahve like 2 submission this week. which im done with any. Next week i ahve 4. Please congrats me while i can kill myself. With the amount crushing me down, it is not surprise i might really faint one day.
Today is like a roller coaster day where everything goes up and down. ( more of down i believe. ) where you can assure it is one of the worst day you can have. Tears cant stop streaming down, and you cant really cant say anything. ITs like once you open your mouth, you know tears follow. I think i scare quite a lot of people today. but ya. I dont know. I think im fine now, ( In a certain sense) besides a severe headache and eyes naturally get swollen. Sorry for those i think i shock them and scared them, and kind enough to not ask anything. but ya. always in such a case of event happens, i always see one too many people.
Anyway, this weeks practically sucks, except for the time where i see my girlfriends. Nothing else went well. Today is like the conclusion of everything. Guess emotion doesnt hold for long, and when everything is being contained up.
Let just hope everything ends quick and fast. Hope i guess.
Sleeping seems so far away from me now.
This week has a lousy and tiring week. gotten back all my term test results, which prove to show that hard work doesnt mean anything. It may be fine last time but not now. I dont know waht to say anymore.Haiz. Im fine, maybe more like i have looked through it.
I have said this for 3 times before. But maybe, this time is for real. Why dread over it. Maybe liek this in this situation it will feel better for me. Maybe im just chasing the impossible.
well, idont know. just give up i guess. fourth time now.
This is the way you left me, im not pretending. No hope no love no glory, no happy ending. This is the way that we loved, like this forever. Then live the rest of our life. but no together.
yeah, i will forever remember this song, in my heart deep down, as it has a important significant to me.
It was once said that scopio usually hide their true sorrow and keep their feeling to themselves. True enough much? at least for me.
So many projects to do, so "little time". Well, hmm... should stay at home today and complete my work. So many things to be done. If everything goes well, i should finish 3 things today. Must at least complete 2 out of 3!! deadline already!!!!! :( Think for me being lazy to go out, and a bit tired of travelling, shall stay at home and do my work then.
And so well just i decided that today, my family decided to play mahjong!!!!! =.=
We shall see then. Hope it doesnt make me have bad mood. No time for that. JUst hope.
Taking a break from my assignment for a little while. And update my this hmm.... a bit dead space. As i haven really type much lately here. Well, i have reasons for not doing so, one reason is that i have no time, while others, i choose not to say. hmm... well, last day of term break, and im spending it in sch, once and yet again. =.=
super turn off.
Well, this holiday, kinda bad. Didn really managed to clear anything much when i first told myself to. And i didnt really went out much too!! what was i doing. =.= Anyway, ian's chalet, went out 1 or 2 times pictures i haven upload. It is the start of school tomorrow, will be more busy after that. And im not looking forward to the submission month where it comes with a greeting of 4 graded assignment in a week, just great. Wonder how am i gonna survive that.
I see my dreams getting further away from me, and no matter how much i try running towards it, it seems to get further. I guess i can only keep running toward only.
Well, i think i better start on my assignment already. Enough of my short break, shall return when i know what to type, and when im free, that is.

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